It's those again times where the nothin-to-do-blues-chews-my-bruised whatever
Y'just get apathetic towards the idea of doing ANYTHING sometimes, no energy to get goin'
ssssuuuuuuccccccckkkkkkkksssssssss

I hate downtime when it goes on for more than a day
I need things to get me occupied, or I just feel like I'm floundering and treading water

which is when the pure delicious steaks of self-hate come fresh rare outta the pan and force themselves into my gullet (where I do swallow the bloody lumps)